Monday, October 09, 2006

itchy, twitchy eyeballs

I think I have a migraine coming. My eyeballs hurt, and the light is bothering them and I feel slightly nauseous. Ugh. So not a good way to start the day.

I am drinking coke in an effort to make it go away, hoping the caffeine and sugar will make a difference. I shouldn't be drinking coke, but I don't really care at this point.

I think I'm done TTC until after the holidays. I don't want my holidays to be wracked with anxiety and disappointment. I need to talk to my doctor about whether he thinks I should continue to take the Clomid or wait until January. Now that I have made this decision, I feel okay about it. Maybe this is the first step in letting go.

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